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hey, im just sitting here in health class. this is my last day at the rave (until august) we get out next week. THANK GOD!!! anyway friday the 13th is definetly a bad luck day!!!! at around 11:00 at night on that day me, my brother, and my bestfriend went up the road and into the woods. there werent alot of cars going by, but when they did they were going fast. Anyway, me and my friend tiffany were in the woods and danny was on the other side of the road. I called for him and thought he was coming. a car was coming down the road and all of a sudden the car hit something. Omg!! the sound was so aweful. it was a big thud, and the car kept on going. I panicked because i thought it had ran over my brother, but i called to him and he was already across the road. We went up to see what the car hi and unfortunatly it was my dog Maggie. she had followed us up the road. the car hit her so hard she didn't even cry out. She died instantly. It's sad because she was pregnant. I felt do bad. i felt like it was all my fault because it was my idea to go up th road. We had to carry her all the way back home in a sheet.(I hope theres a doggy heaven) anyway, i met this guy a few days ago. his name is Eric and he's been blind since birth. He's 19 and he will be starting college in June. he is so funny. me and him talk all the time. He's originally from New York, but he lives in Tennesse now. you can tell he's from new york because of his acsent


well, i'll probably be back online sometime in August, whenever we get our laptops back from the school. well, i got to go. were doing a project on clamydia!! yuk! see ya!



-Kadie

Hi! im sitting here in math class just bored as hell! Next week mrs. Swanson will be taking up our laptops so i can say bye bye to Vampirerave until August....................



anyway, we got 10 days left of school!!!! This sumer i don't even know what im doing. I'm just gonna go with the flow, whatever happens happens. I might just hang out with my bestfriend Tiffany aka: vampbabe69. well i dont have much to say, i just hope my profile will still be here when i get back in August! well, i gotta go. Bye!!!!

Hi! guess what? things didn't work out with David. All of my freinds told me Not to date him, and my brother sees him at Atec and he said i probably wouldn't like him. But guess what else? One of my ex boyfriends asked me back out! His name is Jesse and he is really weird!! Ive AWLWAYS had a huge crush on him (even when we broke up) Me and him talked yesterday and we are going to try to stay 2-gether this time. he is supposed to be giving my Brother his prom picture to give to me, so i'll have a nice picture of him because i don't get to see him that often. Anyway, my other ex boyfriend James told me he still had feelings for me and all. well, can't do nothing about that! He's dating my friend Kayla.

Although im with jesse and im REALLY happy to be back with him, im still in love with someone..........Even dating Jesse is not gonna make me stop loving that person. I was hoping that if i moved on i would stop. This sux!

anyway, i got to go do some work in this STUPID class!!!!!! Bye

hey, im in class right now, just waiting for this horrible day to end!!!!!!!!!!! Only 14 days of school left. Anyway, Im kinda dating this guy now named David. he is a junior at Lugoff-Elgin highschool. He aked me out over the weekend. I don't know how it will work with him, but so far i think i like him. I heard he's got braces and he is really ugly................COOL!! Thats just my type! yeah, i havent seen him yet, but he's seen like 5 pics of me. Im gonna invite him to my party so we can spend time together.

somehow, i dont think its gona work out, just got this bad feeling...........???????..............Oh well! Anyway i watched the movie Saw last night. It was really cool. My favorite part was when the guy sawed his foot off!! eeeeeew!! Anyway it was a pretty good movie. Oh yeah, one more thing. i got my freind Kayla hooked up wuth my ex- boyfriend James last night. There such a cute couple! There both kinda slow, so there perfect for each other. anyway, i gotta go. BYE!

Im in Physica Science right now. Theres not really much to say today. I hope all that drama is done with today! I'm really bored............

Im sitting here in the gym. there is so much Drama at my School right now! My cousin Kayla got into some trouble about writing a letter to her ex boyfriend about his new girlfriend. Nikki is his new g/f, and she is one of my best friends, and kayla is my friend too. They've been jumpin down each others throats all day, and im stuck in the middle of it! I am so tired of all this dumb highschool drama! Kayla is sitting hee with me and she's bout to EXPLODE! She is so pissed. All i can say is Im remaining neutral.....................



theres all this other stuff going on too. I got into a fight with a black boy this morning because he was calling me a mutt because im mixed with spanish. I told him he looked like zaboomafoo! (lol) He didnt think it was funny. I slapped him this morning, and now he's pissed. Another thing, my boyfriend Juliano Keeps burping in my face and im bout to slap the shit outta him. I doubt me and him will last long anyway, we only been dating for 2 days. Im actually looking for a white boy! ANYWAY, I think i should go walk around the gym for awhile. Bye!

Hello. im sitting here in math class. I just got done with my work. I hated going to church this weekend. Me and my brothers just don't seem to fit in anywhere. ppl just dont want to hang around us. for instance yesterday my older Brother Dan tried to walk up to this boy Henry at church, he was just trying to be nice, and Henry turned around and mocked my brothers studdering. It really hurt me because theres a reason why he studders. People don't understand and they make fun of him and they think its funny. Some of the younger boys in the youth group are nice though. Its just some of the boys that are Dans age are really mean!! If i wouldn't have been in a church, i would have slapped the shit out of that boy. He's hated my brother since the first day we came to that church, didn't even give my brother a chance. I hate people like that! And as for me, i'll never fit in anywhere. You should see the girls in my youth group,and at school. Im like Godzilla compared to them! When im around the girls at church, i feel retarded. There all so little, and they ALL got blonde hair, and expensive clothes. if you walked into that youth group one wendsday night for the first time and saw me there you would be like "what the hell is she doing here" (lol) Thats the way i feel sometimes. thats why i like my friend tiffany and kayla to come to church with me, there more like me. Sometimes i get so stupid, i feel dumb for not being a prep! Can you believe that?? Prep? NO!! Other than that i like church, its just when i see the other girls compared to me, my self asteem goes way down. Im not gonna sit here and cry about it, you know, who really cares! And another thing, ive totally given up on finding a b/f. it will never happen. Most guys got there minds set on one type of girl, and that doesn't include girls like me. Anyway My youth group is going to the Womens prison on thursday to do some dramas.

Im in one. i have to wear a white mask, sit here and look bored. ( its part of the drama) where doing this drama to the song "wake me up inside" By Evanescence. And the other one is "numb" by linkin park. I know, my youth group is cool! ANYWAY, Life Sux and theres nothing we can do about it!! Bye.